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世界上最遥远的距离-version 2

世界上最遥远的距离 　　不是 生与死的距离 　　　
而是 我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你 　

世界上最遥远的距离 　　不是 我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你 　　
而是 爱到痴迷 却不能说我爱你 　　　　

世界上最遥远的距离 　　不是 我不能说我爱你 　
而是 想你痛彻心脾 却只能深埋心底 　　　

世界上最遥远的距离 　　不是 我不能说我想你 　　
而是 彼此相爱 却不能够在一起 　　　　

世界上最遥远的距离 　　不是 彼此相爱 却不能够在一起 　
而是明知道真爱无敌 却装作毫不在意　
　　　　
世界上最遥远的距离 　　不是 树与树的距离 　　　
而是 同根生长的树枝 却无法在风中相依 　
　　　　
世界上最遥远的距离 　　不是 树枝无法相依
而是 相互了望的星星 却没有交汇的轨迹 　
　　　　
世界上最遥远的距离 　　不是 星星之间的轨迹 　　
而是 纵然轨迹交汇 却在转瞬间无处寻觅 　　　
　　
世界上最遥远的距离 　　不是 瞬间便无处寻觅 　　
而是 尚未相遇 便注定无法相聚 　　　　

世界上最遥远的距离 　　是鱼与飞鸟的距离 　　　
一个在天 一个却深潜海底

Busy...busy...and busy (@.@)

For the year end hav a lot of holiday, celebration and countdown events. 2 days before x'mas I am terrible ill, just recover a bit then hav to rush here n there to meet my dear frens.

Start from Friday (23/12) in the afternoon I hav to meet my hometown frens who come to KL for vacation. 1 year we never meet so die die also hav to meet up wit them! Thereafter, they take bus to S'pore! Bye! Bye! Hav a nice trip to S'pore.

Then the 2nd day suppose hav to go Fitness First to work out as to strengthen my body. Then hav to go KLCC meet up my ex-colleague to accompany her buy x'mas exchange gift for tonight. OMG~~~Once reach KLCC I felt migrant and headache. Yesterday night cant sleep, then in the shopping centre were a lot of ppl. Majority like the Family Day out for Fun......I wanna pengsan loh!

After that back to my home to do the cooking and packaging the x'mas gift. Then we go to our senior house to join them for Fun! I am very bad, b'cos I hav another program to go! Then I only spend less than 1 hour with them. They not even wanna let me go, then I hav to rush back and go to fetch my fren to the 2nd party. Hahaha......Friday, my fren only suddenly ask to go wit them to "The Rush" for countdown! We reach there around 10pm ++.

In The Rush is quite fun and joy, hav a lot of atvt there. but too bad I cant totally enjoy that cos I still feel sick! Lack of sleeping time some more, feel like zombie! We left the place around 1.30am++ Me and my housemate is terrible tired, don wanna stay long. The DJ is great and the songs are very nice : )

X'mas day I hav to join my another group of fren who come from Johor. They all are my Johor Housemates. Our party for the night is Steamboat at my house. Over 10 ppl in my house is doing the stemboat and exchange gifts! B4 that I saw my dear fren-Hui Shin in MSN. I think we hav a lot of fun to chatting thru the MSN, hope that she is enjoy to chat wit us : ) Even she is force to ont he mic to listen our Live for exchange gift session. hahaha.......

Finally, today I can go to gym to work out! Too bad I miss the Yoga class again, cos hav to teman my johor frens to take brunch. Then only go there for gym only!

I have x'mas present oh ^P^

Early morning go to office after few days MC. I feel so surprise that I hav some x'mas presents. So touch~~~they all very nice : )

I not a christian who not celebrate x'mas. But every year I will give away some small gift to the people around me. I always believe that to receive a gift is very happy thing. And I as the person to make the gift also happy together : ) I not really understand how they celebrate x'mas! For me I just think like is end of the year and afterwards hav to welcome another new year a new beginning! I actually used of the gift to thanks the people who hav giv me a helping hand. Without them I cant move further. This means a lot......nice ppl teach u how to do the right thing-efficient, worst ppl teach u how to do the thing right-effective! Get it?

Merry x'mas and Happy New Year 2006......Let's start a good plan for the Year 2006!

冬至哦！又到了吃汤圆的季节。

今天是大病的第二天，我看了第二个医生；看来好多了！
今天也是冬至，很多人都把它遗忘了。每年冬至，如果在家的话；必定会有烧鸭、烧鸡和其他美食！绝对是丰富无比的冬至宴。

在外念书和做工，都没福气享受美食。唯一可做的是搓汤圆，热呼呼的一碗汤圆；非常温暖！
愿大家：“冬至节快乐，别忘了吃汤圆哦！：P

感谢你们的关怀 ：） 我的朋友

这一路走来，除了父母的支柱；接下来就是我的朋友们了！
不同的阶段、不同的环境、 不同的地方，我都非常幸运的拥有了一班关怀备至的朋友。

在我失意的时候、悲伤的时候、被人欺负的时候、受伤的时候、生病的时候、心情低落的时候等等！
你们总是会留在我身边，安慰我 ：）


有时候我总觉得，我非常亏待我的朋友。我好像没有为他们做了一些有意义的事情！我真失败，就是那么的失败。。。。。。

胡彦斌-waiting for you

金色的舞鞋,伴着音乐,BABY你的眼睛是一弯深邃的湖水.
哦,忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美. 让我晕绚,在悬崖边,谁知一睁眼就不见.

WAITING FOR YOU,I'M WAITING FOR YOU.
WAITING FOR YOU KISS ME AT NIGHT
为何你CINDERELLA,留给我一望无际的思念.

WAITING FOR YOU.I'M WAITING FOR YOU. WAITING FOR YOU COME HERE TO MY DREAM
牵着你,不断旋转,一直到黑发变成了银线.
WAITING FOR YOU,WAITING FOR YOU 直到永远.

哦,忽明忽灭掩藏不可思议的美. 让我晕绚,在悬崖边,谁知一睁眼就不见.

WAITING FOR YOU,I'M WAITING FOR YOU.
WAITING FOR YOU KISS ME AT NIGHT
为何你CINDERELLA,留给我一望无际的思念.WAITING FOR YOU.

WAITING FOR YOU.WAITING FOR YOU.WAITING FOR YOU. WAITING FOR YOU.I'M WAITING FOR YOU.
WAITING FOR YOU KISS ME AT NIGHT
为何你CINDERELLA,留给我一望无际的思念,WAITING FOR YOU.

WAITING FOR YOU.I'M WAITING FOR YOU. WAITING FOR YOU COME HERE TO MY DREAM
牵着你,不断旋转,一直到黑发变成了银线. WAITING FOR YOU,WAITING FOR YOU,WAITING FOR YOU...

我想我得了相思病。。。

我一直不停的生病，不知道是什么病症？心痛、头痛、发冷、失眠等等......
记得那天下午，我从外头回到公司。我想我是发高烧，脸色不好！

他走前来，慰问我；看着他，我的心更是纳闷！他不停的问我那里不舒服，我都一直摇头说不。但他还是不停的追问，再次专注的看着他；我觉得快要晕倒了！心却一阵阵的疼.......

我总觉得；我们之间属于“爱在心口难开口说”！为什么，要对我那么好！但是却不愿说出口 ：（
每一次他对我好，我都要提醒自己；这一切都是幻觉，他对每个人都是如此好！每次见到他，我就对自己说“他不会喜欢我，决不会！”我觉得我很可悲喔。。。。。。为什么那么可悲 :'''(

周遭的同事和朋友，走来追问我俩是不是在一起了？我说“不”，没人相信；她们说他的态度对待我不像一般朋友！其实我并没察觉到。。。。。。如果你问我为什么会对他有感觉，我自己也不知道为什么！？他那里吸引我了？我真的不知道，只知道每次看见他就有一份安定的感觉。就将而已。。。。那么的简单就患了“相思病”。。。

Coming soon......ding dong...ding dong... 

Why I feel so bad......

Today can consider is my best day for me to stay at this new biz!
Finally I meet up with this VVIP and close the case!

But I feel no satisfaction and happiness......Why? First of all, early morning I go to meet up one client who also 'Fly Plane' N's Times already. At the end, she agreed wat I hav recommend for her. Wen I left she show the appreciation to me. I feel so warm even not close for today. Thereafter, I hav one VVIP appt at Uptown. I thought I am fully prepared all the doc.

After took my lunch,OMG~~~I find out that the important doc I forgot to brought! Arrrr~~~~~
My lady boss wanna kill me already, this case I do joint field work with her! Her face turn into like "Dai Bao Po"...... hmmm :''( I also don wanna expect this thing happened too!

Thereafter, we just go straight cos short of time already. Have to be pumctual!
On the way there, I just feel very guilty and asking myself why I am so careless and stupid!

As a conclusion, we close case! But i cant feel the happiness...i don think I hav giv any effort to present as to close case. What am I doing there?!! One thing I am so touch is.... this lady appreciate my service. This is the 2 cases I close without knowing y they get the plan from me. Wen my boss ask me "do you know why they take the plan from u?" My answer is "I dont Know?" For me I just wanna concentrate on to delivery the right info, and how much I care of them! That's all....their final decision is "yes" or "no"....I don care! At the end, I just wan them to feel comfortable to see me and not ignore : )

B'cos I am scolded by my boss for the whole afternoon, even close a big case!
I don y I can concentrate, sometime I feel like I am always too muiti-tasking until cant concentrate into one thing and do all the wrong thing! OMG...why? Lim Fun wat r u doing??

She compare me to the ppl who is left this industry and same batch with me. If u say I don hav EQ for this issue. Nvm, I really hate that she mention my ex-colleague who left already who do the presentation better than me! I agree with my ex-colleague skills is better than me, but wat play in my mind..... I just think that "if u miss this employee....then go to hiring her back la!"

I really don like ppl take me to compare with other, I just wan to compete with myself and not other! I hav my own personality, strength and weaknessess. I don wan my life is looking at how ppl doing then always remind myself that " I hav to win them".... wat for? This is my life, I hav to look at wat the good/ failure I hav did....then monitor accordingly. Live for my own step and lifestyle!

Feel bad......

幸福它离我好遥远，快乐它就近在咫尺！

有时候总是觉得，“幸福”...... 是我努力一辈子...... 都无法得到的东西。
有人说；幸福其实就近在眼前，只是你没留心去注意它的存在！

当爱上一个事业心重的人，等于爱上一个大冰箱！
这个冰箱时而温柔，时而冷酷。为了守候在他身边，我经常生病。

近这几天，我们都变得沉默寡言。彼此虽有眼神交流，但却无言相对。
他本来就是个....... 沉默是金的家伙！真的那他没办法 ：（

“总是相信有更好的， 会在前方， 就不顾一切的飘洋过海去， 用尽一生寻找 倦了累了渴望拥抱，
却找不到，才忽然想起你还在我身后， 静静等着我，给我依靠
你是我的幸福吗? 为何幸福让人如此忧郁， 爱情渐渐模糊， 你的付出， 我总不够清楚，
你是我的幸福吗? 为何幸福让人变得忧郁， 我爱你不再怀疑， 只想对你说，我愿意。。 ”

I watch perhaps love...a sad love story...complicated...is man deed... 

不作你的朋友 词:葛大为 曲:建忠 Rap词:建忠

慢慢失忆　所有和你的事情必须忘记 爱的盆地　深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想　被你肯定　在这个时候说我　让你感动过

#别握住我的手　说我一定会懂　作不成的爱人　变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手　想著别人脸孔　换个方式牵手　并不会更好过
可不可以　不作你朋友 *

慢慢心痛　没有人发现我和从前不同 你的眼中　看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我　在这个时候对我　比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气　还下雨　别这样下去　我难过　但是说不出口

Repeat#

Rap:一直逃避　我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记 　

我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三 　 慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头 怎麼走都走不到尽头

*可不可以　别回头　可不可以　就放手　可不可以　不作你的朋友

月桂女神 词:方文山 曲:李天龙

传说漫长　浩瀚如史诗般　记载这段　惶惶不安
颜色金黄　阿波罗的光芒　却比不上　达芙妮的勇敢
没有一种爱可以　在自由　之上
达芙妮的伤　化身　月桂树　倔强

* 月桂树漂香　那夜风恋月光　我的爱　很不一样
素净的脸上　从不抹浓妆　坚持　自己喜欢
月桂树漂香　云缠绕星光　我要　有话就讲
无边的海洋　那辽阔的想像　比谁　都不平凡

森林河畔　阿波罗在追赶　哭著戴上　达芙妮的桂冠
被束缚的爱 已经　没有了　温暖　达芙妮的伤　心疼　千年间流传
*Repeat

#爱摇晃　爱靠岸　我航向了前方　寻找桂冠

S.H.E. new album-Once Upon a TIme....Being True to your inner Child.... 

Perhaps Love...Director, Actor and Actress on stage at KLCC Park at 0830pm : ) 

Today afternoon go to watch Aeon Flux! Action like Tom Rider but is regarding the future and clone of human being generation to next generation...cool~~~2.5 star given! 

First time feel so relax to do my personal thing

Today I sleep until 10am. Yesterday I sleep around 3am++!
Unfortunately that my hp and ppl call me around 7 to 9am.

Normally what I do for week end is cleaning and cooking. In the afternoon I went to KLCC. Don know what happen that today either on the cars or the ppl is a lot! Thereafter I went to Petaling Street to buy my earing accessories wholesale shop to buy things. Long time i not to create my earing design.

Around 3pm++ I went back to KLCC again to meet up my fren for the movie-Aeon Flux! Oh my god~~~Really a lot of ppl until I cant get out from lrt!

After the movie my fren told me that for the coming soon movie-Perhaps Love Main Actor and Actress will be here at KLCC : ) Takeshi and Zhou Xun is here, but Jacky Cheung is not here la!

We get a good place to see him! He look fantastic, really gorgeous, frendly and gentleman! Wow~~~This is the 2nd time he come to Malaysia, he said about 13 years ago he here b4 to promote his album. As your know that is not easy to meet him, finally he is here......

对爱情投降。。。

或许我也只能认命，我是天生爱情绝缘体；
或许我也只能承认，我是感情超失败常客。
或许我也只能面对，我是一辈子孤独终生；
或许我也只能决定，我是时候放弃我的爱。

别人示爱我不要，我却偏爱向人示爱；
追求完美，追求感觉，追求默契，追求相惜！
正因如此自命不凡，最后却换来空悲缺。

总而言之，人是天生“犯贱”；自找麻烦！

人生路；崎岖难行！

在这几天，感触良多!昨天！第一次体验追业绩，每个人都非常忙碌！
我呢！还好，总算达到最低的目标。但对我来说并没什么成就感！

最近，我为自己寻找了方向和目标！希望心中已定下的目标能鼓励我向前进！
我的目标就是-开一家“幸福咖啡馆”！绝对是非一般的咖啡馆，朋友们；请拭目以待吧！

“再忙也要和你喝杯咖啡”
幸福它离我好遥远，快乐它就近在咫尺！我并不贪心，只祈求你仍然；陪伴我左右！
哪怕我无法与你分享幸福，但请别吝啬的与我分享快乐；就像现在那么轻松自在！

He always looking good, the body figure is perfect....Kwong Sang Woo-Oppa for Stairway in Heaven...That is him! I like it : ) 

周杰倫獲金馬獎最佳新演員獎

Jay CHou get the new actor award for the 42th Golden Horse Award,Congratulations!

Finally i watch the Zathura! Not bad but compare wit Jumanji still loss a bit la! The kids is very cute and blur : ) 

机会要靠自己争取，不要因为害怕做不到而停止脚步。

作家马龙说：“多少次我曾敲过你的门，每天站在你的门外，求你警觉，起来奋斗致胜，但你始终拒我千里之外。”

可不是吗？很多人抱怨说没有机会，其实不是机会不来，而是机会就在身旁却不懂得把握，以致于眼睁睁错失了大好机会。

所以，从现在起开始抓住每个机会，不要害怕做不到，不要害怕被拒绝，不要害怕被嘲笑，只要去做就对了，这样才能为自己打开机会的大门，没有悔恨。

没有机会是弱者的藉口，成功的秘诀在于你时时注意到它。

作者-林庆昭

OASIS Address：Lot 61-2 & Lot 61-3，Jalan Maarof，Bangsar，59000 KL。（Near Bangsar LRT Station）Contact：03-22826545 Business Hour：weekend and weekday from 12pm to 2am

Purple in layer...fantastic...another beutiful night gown 

Dark Purple with the sparkling diamond, gorgeous : )