Monday, November 27, 2006

女人30岁前要做的事

女人30岁前要做的事30岁,可是你要做人生很多事的时间底线,不是说过了30就绝对不能做了,是过了30再做,就不那么好玩了,不是那么回事了。那么,趁现在还来得及,一试这些美妙的感觉吧!

1、自助海外游经历一次
2、饲养宠物一次
3、在BBS上痛陈情史一次
4、做小电影女主角一次
5、独立生活至少一年
6、再见初恋情人一次
7、拜会小学启蒙老师一次
8、脱产就读一次
9、暴走或露营一次
10、主动辞职一次
11、在家工作半年
12、主动求婚一次
13、在结婚之前彻底放松一次
14、离开那个你已经失去感觉的男人
15、重温大学生活一天
16、助养孤残儿童一名
17、告别处女年代
18、参加主题自行车旅行一天
19、当一回新妈妈
20、做一次志愿者
21、鲜血一次或捐献骨髓一次
22、学会与水亲密接触
23、深度芭蕾训练
24、检点自家的环保自律性
25、整容一次
26、染发一次
27、上网征婚一次
28、开吉普越野一次
29、读破一车英汉字典
30、与父母彻夜长谈一次

Saturday, November 25, 2006

聆听心里,从心出发。

每天夜晚,都会看着窗外寂静的夜景。希望能很平静地,聆听心里的话。
因为现实社会,渐渐的没有原则;因为业绩要求,渐渐的没有理想。

自己想说的话不能说,说出来的是别人的台词。
自己想表达的情绪,却被别人压得死死的。
自己想做的事情,最后都是在处理别人的事情。

人就那么一辈子,外面世界那么大;眺望远方放宽视野,这样才没有白活。

好怀念以前的生活,可以开怀的笑、大声的说、轻松的唱、逍遥的逛。
“相信自己的力量,凡事应顺其自然。”-林芳的座右铭

Friday, November 24, 2006

Buy Books Again......

Dinner meet up with my Johor ex- housemate. After dinner go to book store, oh no...i buy bokks again. Until today I have 5 books haven finish reading. My eyes extremely tired. 2 spec also not enough to support my eye sight.

We having the claypot rice at petaling street. I found that all my fren talk negative. Actualy I also quite negative. Cos I lost of focus and support already. I don hav any soulmate/relationship,my parent at KK. I am alone here...BUT I feel lucky cos I always hav ppl encourage / support me. When I down they will take care if my feeling. This is only pleasure I gained until today. I always can hav new fren and new coach. Sometime I feel that I am too lay back, passive.

Today 1 of my frendly coach teach me a lot of way to approach Home Loan. Something he personally share wit me. He thought I don know, BUT some of the "traditional sale skills" ppl do it to survive / earn more $. All this thing I hav heard it and knew it already. BUT I never apply it cos I am not comfortable to do so. In my heart, I like to take the challenge which can turn the worse/messy thing become better/in order. Finance is not my interest : (

Coming June 2007 I will continue study to UK-Liverpool earned my degree. My fren share with me the student Europe Tour cost RM2k++-backpack. I feel so excited \(^P^)/ No matter how, I wish I can go to Furano-Japan to watch the Lavendar. Must.....

Thursday, November 23, 2006

乱了,真糟糕!

原来的计划,又被夭折了!我真的乱了,伤脑筋 -.-"
台湾行泡汤了,我的台湾,到底何时才能去???我的弟弟都去过了,哎哟!

明年的富良野(Furano)-日本行,也要取消了。2008年才从新计划吧!
2006年,年头去上海-中国。七月去曼谷/巴达亚-泰国,生病之旅;痛苦!

我理想的魔幻咖啡馆,越来越模糊了!

Saturday, November 11, 2006

My emotion change like weather

After I go back hometown recharge. I found out that I have a lot of change of my emotion. It change become very negative and always criticize people. Mayb I hav keep too much of anger into my stomach. In KL always hav to act humble and cant have own personality. Cos I hav to protect myself in this City.

When I go back Hometown only realise the anger n all the negative thought that I hav kept for long time ago. Now, I can feel that no positive and no energetic to warm me up, to push me forward. Very very very down....so down!!!

Sometime feel very tired for the human communication part. In the business society u need to hav a poker face which is wat I don want to hav! If u don hav the poker face, either u will b in trouble or people create problem to send it to u.

The types people I meet until today, make me shake my head until goin to drop:
1. People who love to make small problem become big;
2.People always carry poker face, don know the word come out from the mouth is true/not;
3.People like to create problem;
4.People like to eat snake and always put the failure to other;
5.People who cant open mind to accept other ideas even knew it can benefited;
6.People thought themself very smart but actually always make the wrong decison;
7.People thought they hav all the talent and no need learn from others;
8.People thought their lie is successfully cheat people in fact NOT;
9.People use their own principle to measure other principle and thought it good for others;
10.People always over promise and make people face the loss;
11.People thought they hav experience all the critical thing in life In fact the road still hav long ways to go that u never know wat will happen next;
12.People always blame that god is not fair to them;
13.People always force people to love them and never think other feeling;
14.People take things granted and hav a lot of complaint;
15.People have a lot of excuse become dependence and burden;
16.People love themself more than other;
17.People always suspect other will do something not benefit them;
18.People very calculative until the end still loss;
19.People want to earn fast money and never think for long term;
20.People want to get marry but a lot of family problem stop them;
21.People want to get marry because can inherit a lot of money;
22.People will kill each other for money even hav blood relationship;
23.People easily to get divorce and don wan to b responsible;
24.People give up to put hope and wish for stable love relationship; and
25.People don want to face the problem and always choose to RUNAWAY......
26....continue for Year 2007