Friday, October 12, 2007

老猫病又来了!


之前过渡欢乐、热闹和成群成队。现在叫我静下来,真得很不习惯。成绩快点来呀!工作快点来呀!我快要吐血啦。。。
现在是超级‘闲’,没钱、遇到公共假期。很闷呀!快要吐了。。。背骨时不时就疼,要出门;就给我下雨。惨 :(

现在有点懒洋洋的,得空没事做,脑袋瓜又在胡思乱想。想的有的没得。。。
我的BEADS DIY 100件,现在才到第三件。好慢哦!看到也懒得动。

半途而废,真没用。朋友们热心介绍工作,我全退掉。一方面也不是我要的!
这次回来,终于要到‘通行证’寻找我的理想工作。所以现在我需要的是积极、自信和乐观。
面对即将来临的困难和冷落时期。我真的希望找到我想要得工作。我喜欢就地取材,发挥所常。
我常鼓励别人坚持他们的梦想,而我呢?但我相信--努力不一定会梦想实现,但是不努力就连发梦的机会也磨灭了!

只要是人生的梦想,就会有梦想成真的一天;然后受到祝福与期待。
还有身边的朋友一个跟着一个结婚了也生孩子了。天呀,好紧张啊!因为她们走进人生另一个阶段。
之前,和朋友们约好要在25岁时结婚。到现在。。。巴士并没有停在对的“幸福车站”,而“幸福车站”渐渐离我好遥远。
也许他并不存在于我的人生,也许他还在非常遥远的地方;也许他在我身边擦身而过了。。。

昨晚望着黑夜,风好冷。第一次有酱的期许,如果上天赐我愿望;我希望把我的爱情的感觉拿掉。
感觉这东西,无法控制。增加更多的爱心,但是不要有爱情;酱我也许会活的快乐点。
不要让自己有落空的机会,就是不要有期待,酱就不会失望;也就不再心如刀割。

我真的有遇到我的真命天子,但是一时的意气用事,就酱断送了我们的缘分!我们从小就认识彼此,他很安静但是课外活动很活跃。所以他是一个很酷的男生。我曾经等了他五年,最后放弃了。不知不觉,已经不知道什么是爱情!有些人在我身边给了很多暗示,我却不知道。最后连朋友也没了,有时还莫名被人讨厌。既然爱情的神经已经错乱了,我还要来做什么?干脆拿掉它吧。。。
我不想随便开始一段感情的人,我只想要和一个感觉对的人在一起。对于现代的男生听到这样都吓跑了!哈哈。。。

还是让我工作忙到忘掉这不愉快的烦恼吧!没有人能够救我了,只好自救。我不想求救了,几乎到了彻底放弃的阶段了 :''( 
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007

I bought the 3-in-1 EPson printer


Finally I have bought the new 3-in-1 printer of Epson CX5500 model. The first thing I do with this printer is scan my lovely dog - Twain Twain....I love her so much...miss her too. She come at 3rd day of CNY in year 2000....until the same day of 3rd day of CNY in year 2002. She go away .... poisoning by my neighbour. Those M ppl really bad, they don like dog. they hate dog...but they cant simply poison my dog. In m'sia nothing much u can do. I really wish IF there are CCTV there, I really go to sue them. But watever I do, my dog never revive back to me.

Everytime I dream of twain twain, still feel like its just happen. When its stop breathing when I hold its. My tears drops....continously...cant stop...Still remember the cold blood animal doctor. Said I need to make appointment for 1pm only do diganosis for my dog. After heard that my tears drop and cry there. That really out of control...cos its not breathing anymore and feel its whole body is soften and no response to me. its eyes is totally close :''' now think back also want to cry! haih.... -.-

I scan this picture, cos this is the only picture i left for her! I am really afraid one day this picture is gone. At least I post it online, I can see her always when I miss her. Afterwards my parent never get any pets....cos really sad....really pain! We treat her as our family members. when its gone, I almost cry for whole week. I still remember I told some of my good friend, they also cry too! Yes, my Twain Twain is really good girl. She is very unique...her mother is Japanese cutie doggie and the father is 狼狗。she is mini size 日本狼狗. get from my next 3 door neighbours. She is the smallest one amongst the 4 doggie - 2 white 2 black. She is totally black colour wen the first day come to our home. TImes to times its getting beautiful, only turn into 狼狗 look!

If next time I hav my own house.....I believe I still will get a dog! I still love them very much!

When I study in UK, really happy to see a lot of happy dog walk walk here n there! Its really precious moment :)

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

天啊!快倒啦~~~



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有时候还真的很累,不管任何事情。我都只想用最单纯的想法去解决问题!
但是往往都变得那么复杂难搞。对于感情的世界,还真累!



对的时间错的人,错的时间对的人。有缘无份,无缘有份。



珍惜能开心的笑、玩和说!做工后的我,还能吗?也许能,但是皮笑肉不笑。无奈笑 -.-''
我不想再作任何小动作,被动就被动!反正该来的始终还是会来,


得不到的永远都不属于任何人....就是要遇到很多错的人,才能确定他是对的人。



朋友常说我是慢热的人,与其说我慢热;不如说我害怕!我的主动、亲切、关心。从来都不会带来什么好事!而且被朋友利用、欺骗、良心当狗吠。所以也不会相信和期待,别人体谅我的用意。我的出发点往往都是以别人为中心,自己放在最后!但是还是被误解和辱骂。



别人说过的话,只要我听见了;在我能力范围能做到的,我都会做。不会刻意表现。。。
很庆幸的,还有很多朋友高兴见到我回来了!他们疯狂的欢呼,兴奋。


真的比中头奖,还要开心;因为那是无价的 (^o^) 我要继续努力,幸福快点到来!