Die...I really...really... (T_T)" hmmm

I really stuck at here, really stucking until cant breathe anymore!

Even sleep at the night I have the "Job Hunting's Nightmare", I feel so tension if once I really cant go back to work anymore!

This month I already have work for 3 diff companies, but not suitable, insecure work and dangers places.

Although I am not clear wat I wan!But all those jobs I work for this April really sucks...Urgh~~~Let me die...dont know how my future turn to...with no income, no jobs, no skills and knowledge, no frens and live alone until sick without anyone know about it... (-_-)"