Thursday, December 28, 2006

Its time to....Make A Wish & Goal Setting

I read back my past 2 years blog writen. Every 1 Jan I will write my new year wish and goal. Everytime I will hope that I can make it dream come true. I always remember my friend ask me that "怎样衡量所谓充实的一天/月/年?"

And I choose to make a wish...to push myself forward and achieve my goal : )
For the past 2 years I have make quite number of wish. I get the ratio of 6:4 Its means 6 wish haven achieve and 4 achieve(Congratulations!!)

3 more days I have to set new goal and make wish For Year 2007. Let me figure out first : )

Saturday, December 23, 2006

Eragon-The Begining of the Dragon and RIder

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The Eragon is interesting dragon and the rider story to fight for peace. This movie like LOTR...
LOTR is the power on the ring! Eragon is the power on the Dragon and the Rider's Magician.

The new born dragon dare cute : )

The day I watch this movie, I get a nice seat. Not lucky that 2 girl sit beside me very noisy. Talk b4 movie start until the end. If she talking about the eragon that was fine for me. But she is like mumbling, and criticize the movie. Why don she just save her money don watch this movie : (

I learn from the movie, no matter how talent you are! Or you have the world great weapon! If you have no confidence, no brave, no skills & knowledge and not accept people advice you will still a loser forever UNLESS you start the RIGHT CHANGE!

Coming soon movie I wan to watch like "Museum at the Night", "Sinking of Japan" (n.n)P

Saturday, December 02, 2006

充电的一天

一早就被恶梦惊醒。起床后,很自然的动作;就是拿起电视遥控启动。每逢周末都不会忘记看卡通戏,我的最爱呢!
午餐一小时候,上健身房去咯!为了锻炼身体,集中练习为求练得美丽线条。哈哈:P
到isetan购买食品,今天很开心;因为买到香浓的德国咖啡和原味韩国泡菜。

总觉得老天爱跟我开玩笑,没关系;我会努力的 \(^O^)/

Monday, November 27, 2006

女人30岁前要做的事

女人30岁前要做的事30岁,可是你要做人生很多事的时间底线,不是说过了30就绝对不能做了,是过了30再做,就不那么好玩了,不是那么回事了。那么,趁现在还来得及,一试这些美妙的感觉吧!

1、自助海外游经历一次
2、饲养宠物一次
3、在BBS上痛陈情史一次
4、做小电影女主角一次
5、独立生活至少一年
6、再见初恋情人一次
7、拜会小学启蒙老师一次
8、脱产就读一次
9、暴走或露营一次
10、主动辞职一次
11、在家工作半年
12、主动求婚一次
13、在结婚之前彻底放松一次
14、离开那个你已经失去感觉的男人
15、重温大学生活一天
16、助养孤残儿童一名
17、告别处女年代
18、参加主题自行车旅行一天
19、当一回新妈妈
20、做一次志愿者
21、鲜血一次或捐献骨髓一次
22、学会与水亲密接触
23、深度芭蕾训练
24、检点自家的环保自律性
25、整容一次
26、染发一次
27、上网征婚一次
28、开吉普越野一次
29、读破一车英汉字典
30、与父母彻夜长谈一次

Saturday, November 25, 2006

聆听心里,从心出发。

每天夜晚,都会看着窗外寂静的夜景。希望能很平静地,聆听心里的话。
因为现实社会,渐渐的没有原则;因为业绩要求,渐渐的没有理想。

自己想说的话不能说,说出来的是别人的台词。
自己想表达的情绪,却被别人压得死死的。
自己想做的事情,最后都是在处理别人的事情。

人就那么一辈子,外面世界那么大;眺望远方放宽视野,这样才没有白活。

好怀念以前的生活,可以开怀的笑、大声的说、轻松的唱、逍遥的逛。
“相信自己的力量,凡事应顺其自然。”-林芳的座右铭

Friday, November 24, 2006

Buy Books Again......

Dinner meet up with my Johor ex- housemate. After dinner go to book store, oh no...i buy bokks again. Until today I have 5 books haven finish reading. My eyes extremely tired. 2 spec also not enough to support my eye sight.

We having the claypot rice at petaling street. I found that all my fren talk negative. Actualy I also quite negative. Cos I lost of focus and support already. I don hav any soulmate/relationship,my parent at KK. I am alone here...BUT I feel lucky cos I always hav ppl encourage / support me. When I down they will take care if my feeling. This is only pleasure I gained until today. I always can hav new fren and new coach. Sometime I feel that I am too lay back, passive.

Today 1 of my frendly coach teach me a lot of way to approach Home Loan. Something he personally share wit me. He thought I don know, BUT some of the "traditional sale skills" ppl do it to survive / earn more $. All this thing I hav heard it and knew it already. BUT I never apply it cos I am not comfortable to do so. In my heart, I like to take the challenge which can turn the worse/messy thing become better/in order. Finance is not my interest : (

Coming June 2007 I will continue study to UK-Liverpool earned my degree. My fren share with me the student Europe Tour cost RM2k++-backpack. I feel so excited \(^P^)/ No matter how, I wish I can go to Furano-Japan to watch the Lavendar. Must.....

Thursday, November 23, 2006

乱了,真糟糕!

原来的计划,又被夭折了!我真的乱了,伤脑筋 -.-"
台湾行泡汤了,我的台湾,到底何时才能去???我的弟弟都去过了,哎哟!

明年的富良野(Furano)-日本行,也要取消了。2008年才从新计划吧!
2006年,年头去上海-中国。七月去曼谷/巴达亚-泰国,生病之旅;痛苦!

我理想的魔幻咖啡馆,越来越模糊了!

Saturday, November 11, 2006

My emotion change like weather

After I go back hometown recharge. I found out that I have a lot of change of my emotion. It change become very negative and always criticize people. Mayb I hav keep too much of anger into my stomach. In KL always hav to act humble and cant have own personality. Cos I hav to protect myself in this City.

When I go back Hometown only realise the anger n all the negative thought that I hav kept for long time ago. Now, I can feel that no positive and no energetic to warm me up, to push me forward. Very very very down....so down!!!

Sometime feel very tired for the human communication part. In the business society u need to hav a poker face which is wat I don want to hav! If u don hav the poker face, either u will b in trouble or people create problem to send it to u.

The types people I meet until today, make me shake my head until goin to drop:
1. People who love to make small problem become big;
2.People always carry poker face, don know the word come out from the mouth is true/not;
3.People like to create problem;
4.People like to eat snake and always put the failure to other;
5.People who cant open mind to accept other ideas even knew it can benefited;
6.People thought themself very smart but actually always make the wrong decison;
7.People thought they hav all the talent and no need learn from others;
8.People thought their lie is successfully cheat people in fact NOT;
9.People use their own principle to measure other principle and thought it good for others;
10.People always over promise and make people face the loss;
11.People thought they hav experience all the critical thing in life In fact the road still hav long ways to go that u never know wat will happen next;
12.People always blame that god is not fair to them;
13.People always force people to love them and never think other feeling;
14.People take things granted and hav a lot of complaint;
15.People have a lot of excuse become dependence and burden;
16.People love themself more than other;
17.People always suspect other will do something not benefit them;
18.People very calculative until the end still loss;
19.People want to earn fast money and never think for long term;
20.People want to get marry but a lot of family problem stop them;
21.People want to get marry because can inherit a lot of money;
22.People will kill each other for money even hav blood relationship;
23.People easily to get divorce and don wan to b responsible;
24.People give up to put hope and wish for stable love relationship; and
25.People don want to face the problem and always choose to RUNAWAY......
26....continue for Year 2007

Saturday, October 28, 2006

我“肥”来啰!

今天从家乡充电回到为生活拼搏的地方。烟雾没了,空气好清新 :)要“ON”电咯!
充电后的感觉是那么的实在,感觉能量无比。

接下来,要写日记;在家乡的期间无法上网 :(

27 Oct 2006 - Friday

Last day to stay at home : ) morning accompany my brother to see dentist. Wait until wanna fall in sleep already. This dentist clinic very old fashion, never renovate the clinic at all. Plus the 60's office phone anf 50's magazines.

At night I finally hav my seafood dinner at home. Its a lot...hav prawn, tiger prawn, big fish, cheese crab and pepper crab and shark fin soup. I think I am going to gain weight lo...hehehe

26 Oct 2006 - 星期四

去探望我那七十五岁的外婆,然后带她去我阿姨的家。顺便探望我的表妹弟。我的小表弟越来越胖,才九岁而已身材如油桶,真恐怖!

晚上竟然辛苦的挖椰子肉,椰水才那么一点点。

25 Oct 2006 - Wednesday

morning go to eat dim sum, a lot of people. and a lot of tasty food to eat...yumi...yumi...fat again!

Evening go to indian restaurant, eat a lot again. I hav my nasi bryani rendang. Taste good! my brother took milkshake. at night get sick already b'cos milkshake and spicy food can hav it together!

24 Oct 2006 - 星期二

妈妈要去马来人家拜年,弟弟到街上买电脑零件,而我呢?和朋友去海边和打篮球。在海边玩的像疯子般,大喊大叫!年龄20+,15+和9+,大伙儿玩的不亦乐乎。没有代沟,还有朋友的父母和亲戚们。有好吃的,好玩的,和好笑的!

休息到六点,到篮球场去了!从篮球界出道就认识的高级裁判,他还认得我也!他是一位很公正和有见地的长辈。他叫Johnny。。。打了4场,精疲力尽,快不能动弹了!充实的一天 :)

23 Oct 2006 - monday

my mom work half day,we plan to go for movie. The Robe-babe-hod, jacky chan and louis koo. we watch at gsc-kota kinabalu. My mom long time never go to cinema lo, so we go together. Who know, in the midlle suddenly no electricity. for a while, screen no light but the show still play. 3rd time no light again...really a bad experience wit this cinema. But the movie tickets very cheap la!

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

三个字----曾之乔/阮经天

爱情不是一道选择题
我知道那个时候你就已经做了决定
你心里永远都有着一个相信
而我的相信
就是支持着你的相信
因为我心里有三个字
不能告诉你

如果没有你和他的约定
我的爱会不会有一种权力
成为你的行李陪着你去旅行
无论是北极还是云里

我还守着我和他的约定
最后幸福会写下一份证明
就算没有生气就算还会伤心
无人相信生命的奇迹
不该再用我的爱困住你
不该再让你眼中有泪滴
好不易去找寻
那三个字的替代者
也许我们从此不再相遇
永远记得你微笑的眼睛
别伤心你放心我知道三个字的意义

如果有一天
命运让我们再次相遇
而你的答案还缺少一个回应
或许你不知道
其实我也在等待另一个奇迹

我还守着我和他的约定
最后幸福会写下一份证明
就算没有生气就算还会伤心
无人相信生命的奇迹

别伤心你放心
我知道那三个字的意义

当你笑着找到你的相信
我会将这三个字化作你的姓名
永远地放在心里

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Worng communication Create Misunderstanding

sometime I find out that most of the people will fight with each other. The main factor is wrong method of communication. Sometime don't know why people never bother they need to think first before they talk. Afterwards, create argument then fight to each other.

Some people always think that they are king, everyone must listen to him. His communication way is an order, you just take the order and cant ask any questions. This is the world troublesome people who also arice the fighting environment. DEMOCRATIC....

Some people think too much until don know wat to say. At the end become very passive and lay back. BUT I hate the people who talk like KING (own thought only)...tis kind of people should hav the same destiny like the motorbike. Your never know I wish one day the motorbike can be bomb/destroy forever. I really hate people who take motobike. Always abuse people life on the road.

Sometime act like Kayu also good, make no feeling and no emotion. Then no need to bother wat people say. People already angry until like devil, if I act like wood, make it like nothing happen. don take it into account. U never know u will increase the enemy anger until surrender. Hahaha...this is Fun's virus new features called-Fun Wood Virus.

another fun virus is don answer call virus. This few months i find out that i don like to pick up call. I can really ignore it until not purposely BUT happen naturally until forgotten. Hahaha...

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

People Come People Go

My recent job is very challenging. Always face a lot of different challenge and problem.
Lucky is in this line have a lot of mentor to assist me to move forward.

When I meet some problem cannot solve I can look for my senior, lady boss, trainer, friends and etc. In fact, I am live in the happening environment. Sometime my self thnking and feeling, always bring me towards negative. The negative thought appear like Devil to lead u to give up n stop move forward.

Why I still want to work for this line, my own objective is to see how far I can go and do I have the ability to help people. I am work as a Financial Services Consultant. Basically I do Insurance planning, in another way called Risk Management. I do home loan, will writing services, Employees Group Benefits Program, Medical Program and etc. Except credit card.

The biggest achievement and happiness I enjoy for this line is people said THANK YOU for me. And they find my services and advice is good and helpful for them. Your won't believe one. Most people said that either u r Financial Planner or Insurance Agent. You are money minded!!!

The services I provide is Intangible Goods, client will only gained the benefit when bad thing happened to them. People never curse themself to have bad thing happened. Sometime when unfortunate event happen and you not transfer the risk to the related party. End up use your own pocket or borrow/begging other to help also not enough. Then How?

My way to approach people is based on their need or planning then to give solution and advice. I never force/begging people to enroll the program. I always left it for the client to think properly why they need it and what the purpose they want the program.

People always said insurance cheat people! unit trust cheat people! When u meet the loss u wil said the XXX cheat me! But do u have ask urself at the begining how well you know what is all about b4 you start the program? Sometime the representative well explain, BUT do u pay attention to listen and understand?