My emotion change like weather

After I go back hometown recharge. I found out that I have a lot of change of my emotion. It change become very negative and always criticize people. Mayb I hav keep too much of anger into my stomach. In KL always hav to act humble and cant have own personality. Cos I hav to protect myself in this City.

When I go back Hometown only realise the anger n all the negative thought that I hav kept for long time ago. Now, I can feel that no positive and no energetic to warm me up, to push me forward. Very very very down....so down!!!

Sometime feel very tired for the human communication part. In the business society u need to hav a poker face which is wat I don want to hav! If u don hav the poker face, either u will b in trouble or people create problem to send it to u.

The types people I meet until today, make me shake my head until goin to drop:
1. People who love to make small problem become big;
2.People always carry poker face, don know the word come out from the mouth is true/not;
3.People like to create problem;
4.People like to eat snake and always put the failure to other;
5.People who cant open mind to accept other ideas even knew it can benefited;
6.People thought themself very smart but actually always make the wrong decison;
7.People thought they hav all the talent and no need learn from others;
8.People thought their lie is successfully cheat people in fact NOT;
9.People use their own principle to measure other principle and thought it good for others;
10.People always over promise and make people face the loss;
11.People thought they hav experience all the critical thing in life In fact the road still hav long ways to go that u never know wat will happen next;
12.People always blame that god is not fair to them;
13.People always force people to love them and never think other feeling;
14.People take things granted and hav a lot of complaint;
15.People have a lot of excuse become dependence and burden;
16.People love themself more than other;
17.People always suspect other will do something not benefit them;
18.People very calculative until the end still loss;
19.People want to earn fast money and never think for long term;
20.People want to get marry but a lot of family problem stop them;
21.People want to get marry because can inherit a lot of money;
22.People will kill each other for money even hav blood relationship;
23.People easily to get divorce and don wan to b responsible;
24.People give up to put hope and wish for stable love relationship; and
25.People don want to face the problem and always choose to RUNAWAY......
26....continue for Year 2007